An edited version of this story originally appeared in the Summer 2010 Edition of Mia Magazine.
Two
of my favorite things in life are food and making things. I love to talk, read,
learn about food, and talk read and learn about any sort of craft or handiwork.
Growing up in McAlester, Oklahoma, I was always fidgeting with my hands, making dolls,
playhouses, and taking classes in painting, sewing and embroidery. I’ve made a
career out of making things.
It
was because of these two interests that I found myself recently writing a book
about sewing, and coincidentally reading the book Gluten-Free Girl by Shauna James Ahern, which is all about how she discovered a whole new way
of eating and a bounty of incredible food when she was diagnosed with celiac
disease. In Gluten Free Girl, Ahern discovers
that by needing to learn new ways to prepare food for herself, it opened her up
to a foodie paradise that was all around her, all she had to do was look for
it.
Reading
this book while I was writing about sewing was a revelation to me. I’ve read books
and articles for years on slow food, slowing down, simplifying your life, etc.
but when it came to sewing and teaching sewing it seemed like the world was too
busy to bother. There are tons of books about how to sew faster (or better yet
no sewing at all). Sewing? Who needs it! And if you must sew then by all means
do it as quick as possible and be done with it so you can move on to something
that is actually enjoyable and much more worthy of your valuable time. It made
me think of when I had just moved to Madison, WI (where I now live) from Los
Angeles. I had spent the last nine years building a career on making clothes
for people that were one of a kind, often time consuming artifacts. I relished
that job because I really, really enjoy the process of sewing. I mined the
tailors and seamstresses that I worked with for all the old-world sewing
techniques I could get out of them.
So
when I moved to Madison, I had gotten a job designing costumes for a play at
Madison Repertory Theatre. I walked into the costume shop one day and one of
the young women who was working there as a stitcher was sitting at the cutting
table knitting. She was taking a break from sewing and had pulled out a
personal project. I looked more closely at what she was doing. She was working
several little wooden knitting needles on this very fine yarn.
“What
are you making?” I said.
“Gloves,”
she said.
I
loved her immediately. I had found my tribe.
Now
I had made gloves before and knew how meticulous the process was. There was
something about finding someone else who would take a break from sewing 1940’s
costumes to knit GLOVES. That said this person loved what she was doing as much
as I did. I had found a kindred spirit.
I
remember when I’d just moved to Los Angeles and I was working as a stitcher on
my first movie. There were several of us costumers waiting for our next project
and one of the assistants brought us a towel to have some Velcro sewn on. It
was to make a wrap for an actor. I took the towel and proceeded to change the
color of the thread on my machine to match the towel. A friend I was working
with said “Oh, don’t change the thread; no one is ever going to see that.”
I
flushed with embarrassment and said “Oh, well I’m just doing it for me; I just
want it to look nice.” The friend took a
beat and said “You’ll get over that.”
We
laughed.
I really liked sewing all those clothes. I’m
told I was known for taking extra effort to make things look great. Some jobs I
didn’t get because of it. But a lot
of jobs I got or kept because of it. My friend who said I’d get over it is
still my friend. She went back to school a couple of years after we worked
together and has become a very successful writer and editor. She found her
tribe. It’s funny, I write a little now, but mostly I sew, and from what I hear
she sews a little but mostly has written, and we are both raising daughters who
will one day write and sew as well.
When
I was in middle school, & high school it wasn’t exactly cool to sew. My
best friend Debbie Green & I had a saying “She cooks, she cleans, she makes
all her own clothes, and all the GIRLS like her…”
I’m
not sure where we got this idea that sewing was dowdy or dorky, but it made me
not too interested in sewing around that time. I had learned to sew at an early
age and had made a blouse in the 5th grade at the McAlester Girls
Club, and had made an A+ on the required pillow in 6th grade
Home-Ec, but I shunned Home-Ec for Shop class and Art in the 8th
grade.
Even
after I’d established myself as a patternmaker/fitter and was working on the
sitcom Will & Grace, I bristled at the term “Seamstress”. When the show won
the Emmy for Best comedy, the whole crew got certificates for their
contribution to the win. I never displayed mine because when I opened it, my
name was there and underneath it was the title “Seamstress”. (There wasn’t and
still isn’t a job title of Seamstress in the Costumer’s Union.)
There
must have been something culturally that gave me the attitude that sewing wasn’t
a valuable skill. Mary Tyler Moore was a single girl in the big city and she
didn’t waste her fabulous time sewing or doing crafts. Somehow when I was
growing up, between Marlo Thomas and Bea Arthur and Christy McNichol, I got the
idea that sewing was not cool.
What
is it about that word that makes so many of us bristle? I have seen so many
derivations of the word seamstress lately. Seamster, Stitcher, Sewist, Tailor,
Maker. When I saw the movie Titanic I remember the character that is Kate
Winslett’s mother begs her to go through with marrying this guy because if she
doesn’t then what would become of her?
“Would
you have me work as a seamstress?”
Yikes.
That would be a fate worse than death. By all means, don’t ever work as a…
(cue
the organ music)…SEAMSTRESS.
This
is why I’m such a huge fan of the documentary filmmaker Faythe Levine and her
film Handmade Nation. Her film shows
a group of people who are embracing their love for making things and
celebrating the act of careful craftsmanship. Fine Craft as anti-mass
manufactured junk. Hallelujah! I saw the film with a friend who may have
thought me a little wacko because I cheered audibly through many of the
interviews. Again: my tribe.
The
reason I’m thinking so much about this is that as I’m writing this book about
sewing and particularly, how to sew things,
I catch myself thinking “No one is going to want to baste in a zipper here.
Maybe I should just tell them to use a glue stick or tape.”
Now
don’t get me wrong, I’ve basted many a zipper using glue stick or tape. I use
press on interfacing in making beautiful tailored menswear jackets. But you
know what? I love using thread and
basting, or pad stitching hair canvas into a tailored jacket. There is
something magical about knowing you’re doing something like it’s been done for
hundreds of years, like you’re part of a thread running through some sort of
garment making history.
I
enjoy that. It makes me happy.
It’s
about the difference between mass produced Go-Gurt and artisanal local yogurt. It’s why I’m writing this
article in its original form by hand, in my friend Mary’s coffee shop, eating
that yogurt with blackberries, drinking my locally roasted coffee out of a mug
that somebody made who lives nearby too. It’s just better, more enjoyable, more
sustainable.
So
I say a big heck yes to making things and to taking the time to do it.
I
think I’m going to get that Emmy certificate framed.
